Kilian Jornet knows endurance. He has published a translated chapter of his not-yet-released-in-English book, Correr o Morir (Run or Die).
When the book first came out in Spanish I had wondered about the title, finding it a little dramatic and unsure of the reasons why. He seems like such an easy-going guy in the many videos and interviews of him online.
But then you read the manifesto on the blog post and chapter one of his book that follows it. It is clear that the mental focus and dedication is there. Everything is stripped to the essential requirements for the task, nothing more:
I lived in an eighteen-square-metre studio flat in the Grand Hotel in Font-romeu. I shared it with a friend, though there were usually also five or six other people sleeping on the floor…. we usually made a pot of pasta with tomato sauce, which we warmed up when we came back from training, when our strength was failing, before going on again until, once more, we began to weaken. The thing was to take in as many calories as possible so as to be able to keep going for as long as we could endure. Facing the bunk beds, on a chair, was a small television set which always played the same DVD: La tecnica dei campioni, featuring footage and technical analyses of the greatest mountain skiers of the time. Before training, a video session helped to motivate us to give our all as we attempted to imitate the skiing style of Stéphane Brosse and the way Guido Giacomelli used his ski poles. Our clothes were piled on the floor, under the window, in two heaps.
On he goes to discuss the extreme focus on a life pointed at training and competing.
I have seen this type of focus in the writings of climbers like Mark Twight, people who, because of their sport, can find themselves in kiss or die situations. Seeing it in a champion like Kilian who competes in a sport where death isn’t the literal outcome of failure but the figurative outcome is a window into the mental attitude and hard self assessment required to reach a high level.
Kiss the glory or die trying. Losing is death, winning means breathing. The struggle is what makes a victory, a winner.